Thursday, October 29, 2009

Falling Apart to Fall Together

Have you ever been at that point where you wake up one day and you just realize that something's finally happening? It's been one of those days for me.

It's like that saying goes... "Sometimes things just have to fall apart so that they can fall together." Over the past year, I've had a serious relationship crumble around me, I kicked a habit, been through the motions of unemployment, and been out on my butt a handful of times. I think it's safe to say that I know what hitting rock bottom is.

With going through all these things that are happening in my life, I have found strength and love in faith and family. I know what it's like to attempt to go at it alone because of pride... I also know that it's a lonely road to do so. So I gave in when my family surrounded me and I know that my faith is not a crutch, but rather a means to keep sanity and to... keep going through it all.

I've gone from a silly girl that does nothing for herself, but hurt herself, to a girl who has grown to know herself better just by tripping and stumbling. I'm not a perfect person and I don't ever want to be. The thing that makes me me are my flaws and my ability and strength to accept them. I hope to only become stronger and smarter as my journey goes on.

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